I am soooo sick!

I am getting really worried about going to Disneyland this weekend. I so hope I don't ruin everyone's fun having to stop and throw up often. I was feeling a lot better after having started these nausea drugs but almost a weeks later I think that my body is getting used to them and wants to be sick anyway. Each of my pregnancies have been worse as far as degree of sickness but the good thing is the length of time has gotten shorter with each one. So I am crossing my fingers and praying hard that this doesn't last past 12 weeks or so. I have given up on the idea of having another baby even if I don't have twins this time. I just don't think I can force myself to get pregnant and sick on purpose. KWIM? So if it is Heavenly Father's plan for me to have more than 5 babies than he better do something about my attitude real soon. Can you tell I am not enjoying this at all?

Anyway, Valentines was good. William brought me Yellow Roses. My favorite! And he brought dinner home for the kids and we went to Golden Corral buffet for dinner. Big Mistake for me! I did not sleep much last night. I tossed and turned feeling like I was going to throw up all night. Then finally at about 9 am I finally got out of bed and ran to the bathroom. And so it begins!!!