Tuesday, July 31, 2007
The Gobble Bag...
The Gobble Bag
Anyway, other than that I have to say thanks to my cousin Carrie too. She rocks my world! She didn't have to work last night at her other job. So after she finished doing day care with me all day I paid her to stay here a couple more hours and clean my house with me. This wasn't just ordinary cleaning it was the scrubbing. She helped me get my basement ready to take pictures for a blog I am creating to show my house. It would have taken days for me to finish what got finished in one night between the two of us. THANKS CARRIE! YOU ROCK!!!
Sunday, July 29, 2007
DIAGNOSIS...ASTHMA!
Ramblings of an aging mind...
I am having a good day today but I am a little sad too. I am having a bunch of realizations that my life just isn't where I hoped it would be at age 33. I wanted to have 6 kids by age 35 and we are done at 5 kids. So that is a good thing. But being done has me feeling older. And the fact that Makenna is almost 11 years old makes me feel old too. I will have 3 children in school this year. Wow that is more than half of my clan. Andthe biggest thing making me feel olf today is that I have lost a bunch of weight. Yes I know that is a good thing. In spite of the weight lose I am fatter than I have ever been while not pregnant. Weird huh. I can explain it though. After having Liberty I dropped my weight and worked out on my Ab Lounge religiously. Since allergy season started I have quit working on my tummy. The thing is all my pants are getting bigger on me but my belly is hanging over the top. And it is VERY jiggly. So instead of having baby fat I have old lady fat. A high belly instead of a baby pooch. Yeah I guess that is from all the homemade cookies I have been devouring the past few weeks.
Ok off the fat tangent...I am feeling very inadequate as a mother some days and other days I feel like the worlds best mother. We had a lesson today in Relief Society about our children and our priorities. The bishop taught it and asked us whose side are we on. The Lord's or Satan's? It was interesting as he started explaining to us how we could tell whose side we are on he mentioned a bunch of things that I am seriously failing at as a mother. Well maybe not failing but I am barely passing with a C. So I was feeling very motivated to make some changes around my home. Then he said that we can tell whose side we are on by looking at our children. Do they repeat to us the things that we have taught them. Or do they show in their actions the kind of people we are teaching them to be. That made me feel good. I have had many compliments about my kids and how great they are. So I must be doing something right. I do have good kids and I decided that I have no reasons to get down on myself. I am surely not perfect but I am working toward it. And when I see my children and my life as a whole I may not be where I hoped to be but I am successful as a mother at least. My kids love me and Christ and that is all that matters.
Ok serious Ramblings here. Off to eat some cake and ice cream and then maybe get on my Ab Lounge in the morning.
Friday, July 27, 2007
Birthday Boy

Now this is better.
After presents we had cake and ice cream. Mason took three tries to get his one candle blown out. But he was so cute doing it.
Harry Potter party update
Lots of fun pictures from this totally cool party. I was so impressed and so motivated to read this series. I ended up buying the book in hard back which I said I wouldn't. And I can't wait until I can find time to start reading them. I went and saw the 5th movie. Great movie. I am glad I haven't read the books cause I hear that I would be disappointed in how much of the book is not in the movie. Anyway, we went to the party with Makenna, her best friend Kili, Josh my nephew and Joanne his mom. Here are a few fun pictures from the night.
We had our picture taken as we went in Then they put the sorting hat on the kids and told them they were in the house of Slitherin. They were not so excited about that until they went inside and saw Snape. He didn't look so much like Snape but he sure sounded and carried himself just like the real thing. I cracked up when he said "Obviously". This guy did not every break his character all night long. That my friends is AMAZING!
When it was all over and we were heading for the car I came outside to find this scene. Joanne and Josh couldn't wait to get started on the first pages. They plan to read this the whole way home. Joanne said Josh gets to sit in the front seat on the way home and read to her.
Friday, July 20, 2007
So much to update...
Harry Potter Mania begins TONIGHT! We are going to the Harry Potter release party at The Book Table. They are transforming their store into Hogwarts. They even have a Honeydukes Candy store. They are having a magic show, scavenger hunt, and a few other things I can't remember. And it last from 9:30 to midnight. I hope I make it through. Makenna is a huge fan and wants to dress up. I am sure there will be many in costume. I however will go as the muggle I am. Oh and Professor Snape is going to be there. Makenna and Josh can't wait for that!I got Makenna home ont he 14th and I am so happy to have her back. I missed her so much while she was gone. The day after Makenna got home my sister-in-law came to stay with us. Her son David is going to EFY here in Logan. For those who don't know what that is it is Especially For Youth ages 14-18. They stay in the USU dorms and go to fun and spiritually uplifting classes all week. Tonight he gets to go to the dance and go home tomorrow. I hear he is having tons of fun. Can't wait until Makenna can do that. Joanne and I have had a bunch of fun shopping for her new home. She bought home decor I bought myself some new clothes. I can't wait to wear them, but I am going to let the kids give them to me for my birthday.
Another thing keeping me away from my computer and blogging is that I have decided to finally do a yard sale. Tomorrow! I am going to sell a ton of stuff. I will be really busy tonight trying to get everything labeled so I can be up at dawn to sell it all off. Now that we have news on where and when we will be moving I can finally start packing and getting the house ready to show.
William found out that he works here until August 3rd. However, he gets paychecks anyway until the 18th of September. Thank Goodness for that 60 days notice policy. Gotta love that blessing. Anyway, he is going to the dunes here for the last time that night and next day. He is going to miss the sand dunes a ton since we are going to be even further away from any great dunes. I am going to pack my stuff to take my kids to Shanna for a week. Well my 3 oldest anyway. They are so excited. I asked them if they wanted to go with us to New Mexico to do some house hunting but no way! They want to see Bailee, Macey, and Cassie since they were out of town during our last visit to Arizona. So I will leave the three girls with Shanna and take Mason and Liberty on to Las Cruces to meet William and go house hunting. We are going to take a load of stuff on our trailer so we don't have so much stuff when we make the big move. Then I will leave the trailer and come back through AZ to pick up my girls before coming home. I am anxious to get through this time. I am having a little bit of ulcer problems again and not sleeping well again due to the stress. Not that I am worried or anything but I think that subconciously I worry about all the stuff I need to get done. When I get back from AZ I am going to put the for sale sign in the yard and start showing the house. I hope it sells fast cause I don't want to be away from William for too long.
I talked with the girls about moving and I did get a few tears but not to bad. They are very sad to move but when I told them that we would be only 5 hours away from Shanna's family and only 6 hours away from Savanna and Autumn they perked right up. However, when it came to talking about starting school I made sure to talk to them individually so I didn't get them influencing each others decisions. I gave them each a choice to start school here or in New Mexico. Makenna immediately said she hates being a New kid and wants to start in New Mexico. But then I explained that we wouldn't be there until right before school starts so she will be a new kid anyway. They won't be there long enough to make any new friends before starting school. So they all decided they want to stay here and start school with their friends. That is what I really wanted for Emily. She is already really nervous about kindergarten and she is going through a terribly shy stage right now. So I think starting here with friends with help her nerves and then we can start again when she at least knows the kindergarten routine.
Until then, I have tons of packing and cleaning to do to get this house ready for prospective buyers. Walls and baseboards and doors need cleaning and touch up paint needs done. After the yard sale this weekend I am going to start collecting boxes for packing. Oh and I am sure after all of this stress settles I am going to start crying when I think of leaving this neighborhood. I better get pictures of all my friends so I can make a book about our time here. That will be fun!
Saturday, July 07, 2007
What a day already...


Thursday, July 05, 2007
Baby Steps...
Wow! My baby is taking her first steps already. I can hardly believe how fast time is whizzing by. She will be 10 months old on the 11th and she is walking about 2 steps at a time from mom to dad. She is not feeling very well right now so she refuses to do it for us since Tuesday. Oh well, we seem to be rushing through the milestones with this one. It is sure sad to think we are done. (not sad enough to get pregnant again though.)
Other great news...Makenna is coming home on the 14th. This has gone pretty fast and I have really missed having her here. She is to the age now where she just wants to sit and talk to me or play a game with me. She is also going through a sit on my lap or on the couch next to me and snuggle me stage. Yeah at 10 years old I am glad she still loves to cuddle me. When she was a baby I couldn't get her to sit still long enough to cuddle. So better late than never. I miss you Makenna and can't wait for you to come home. I love you!
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Green Thumb...I hope
Well I finally finished getting my garden planted. Thanks so much to my honey for building the box and tilling the soil to prepare it for me. It wasn't an easy job in nearly 100 degree weather. I hear it was 118 degrees in Arizona on Sunday so we are grateful for the heat of 98 here. Anyway, the apple tree in my garden is getting moved when the weather cools off again. I don't want to kill it. My garden has one watermelon plant, two canteloupe, one honeydew, 4 jalepeno peppers, five crookneck yellow squash, and two zucchini plants. Oh and 26 Blue Lake bean plants. I am hoping this year to freeze most of the squash as it ripens so I will be able to eat it year round. The beans I canned last year in a water bath canner and Some of them rotted cause the seal didn't stay sealed. So this year I am going to hope for a pressure cooker canner for my birthday. Or maybe I can find a friend who has one to come and show me how to use it before I buy one.Monday, July 02, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAMMI...
This is Tammi Auayfuay, my very best friend. I wish I wasn't such a lousy friend and made more time to call her often. But mostly since I moved we keep in touch through each other's blogs. Tammi and I met in 2000 right around Savanna's first birthday. I started babysitting Savanna and she and Amy became best of friends. Shortly after that Tammi became my best friend too. I had imagined us growing old together and always living close so our families would stay close friends forever. Since that wasn't in the cards and we moved we have missed them all so much. I miss our late nights or days we spent scrapping together and talking about all kinds of things. Tammi is my biggest confidant and a person I trust my secrets to. I love you Tammi and I hope you know how wonderful you are! Have a great birthday and live it up. You deserve it!
Ribbon Can for my Girlfriend
I made this ribbon can for Allison because she is fairly new to the scrapbooking industry. However you wouldn't think it by looking at her pages. Anyway, she is still building her stash of supplies so I wanted to give her a bunch of ribbon for her birthday. We don't really do much for each other's birthdays around here so I wanted to stay very inexpensive. The can didn't cost much. In fact I already had it in my stash. The ribbon and papers and stickers I already had too. So this was really fun to make a cute present with almost no cost to me. At least not since ages ago when I actually bought all of this stuff. This can is filled with a ton of boy colored and printed ribbons. But since she doesn't get much to do with Girly things I decorated it totally for her.
Sunday, July 01, 2007
Putting my house in order...
William got my garden box finished on Saturday and roto-tilled compost into the clay-like dirt we have here. It looks beautiful and I am hoping to plant a bunch of green beans tomorrow. I am going to plant watermelon, canteloupe and honeydew back there too. Yum!
We also almost finished the landscape changes to our front yard. So Monday morning I will be shoveling dirt again and trying to pull weeds. I will take pictures of everything to post when it is all finished.
Since Sunday is my day of rest and relaxing I took a 4 hour nap. After that I made a big roast, potatoes and gravy dinner and a butterscotch pudding pie for dessert. That was enough to send me back to bed for another nap. Instead of going back to bed I decided the best way for me to really unwind is to clean my craft room and start a couple of projects. So I put away a bunch of stuff so I can feel good in my playroom again. Then I gathered ribbons together put them into a paint can and I am going to decorate the paint can to give to my girlfriend for a belated birthday present. Can't wait to give it to her. I am going to make it PINK and GIRLY since she is a mother of three boys.
Every now and then I have to make myself a list of things to do and show it to someone so I feel more accountable therefore becoming more proactive with my list. So here's to a busy and productive Monday!
- Clean 3 upstairs bathrooms
- Shovel dirt and pull weeds
- plant my garden and take pictures
- Go to Kohls to buy my birthday present from my kids(hehe!)
- Run by Michaels to use my coupon. (Can't let it go to waste right?)
- go to bank with deposit
- get groceries
- Clean my room and put paperwork away in files
- call Makenna at her dad's house
- Call Tammi to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Rewards and Consequences...
Well, I have been trying to get a handle on my kids chores and my frustrations with my kids being naughty or fighting with each other. Oh there are lots more reasons to have this system in place so I will share some of what is in them.








