Awake in the middle of the night...

Well, I fell asleep on the couch again. I started a new book that I really don't have time for. I just love to read and although I stress about the things I am not getting done while I read, I love getting lost in my books. I am currently reading The Holy Secret. So far the book is as good as The Peacegiver also by James Farrell. So I was asleep around 10pm on the couch. That is terribly early for me. No school tomorrow. I am glad for that. Nicky, our dog, woke me around 2am to go out to pee. It was raining so hard when he went to bed that I didn't take him outside first. So I knew waking in the middle of the night was inevitable. Anyway, I took him out and put him back in his bed then went to my bed. I laid there for a while thinking, so I decided to get up and post what I am thinking about.

I really love this man. He is sleeping right now and I am terrible with expressing my feelings to him. I know he reads my blog so Honey, this is for you. Tonight I was talking to a girlfriend about our kids and what kind of spouse they will make. I realized that the example they have for a husband is William and how hard he is going to be for them to find a man like their dad. As much as I complain about how little he does to help sometimes, he really helps me more than any of my girlfriends husbands combined, I bet. I have been so spoiled. I am so blessed to have him as a husband. I love him with all my heart and I thank my Heavenly Father for saving him for me. He loves me so much and I wish I was better at showing him how much I love him.